OH MY GOSH! I WANT THIS AND THAT! AND MANY MANY MORE! I FEEL THE URGE TO GO OUT AND SHOP! SHOP FOR WHAT? I DON'T KNOW!
LOL!


i love sooo many things! and I'm dying to go church camp!
13 more days to Church camp!
and 3 more days to backstage crew in the promise musical!
God spoke to me telling me to thank all of my friends. well thanks a million you guys! well this is dedicated to all my friend especially minwei, jacey, parmish, jolyn & michelle. thank you for being with me in my ups and downs. there to lend me a listening ear, and shoulder to cry on. you guys make me feel . i can't stop thanking God for bringing you guys into my life.
=) have to do quiet time soon.
haha. byeeeeee=)

SOMEONE BRING ME SHOPPING! IT MAKES ME HAPPY AND WELL I'M NOT VERY HAPPY NOW. I FEEL SO UPSET DEPRESSED FOR NO REASON!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING!
SHOP TILL IO DROP!
I HOPE AND PRAY TMR CAN GO OUT! HAHA!
SHOPPING! SHOPPING! SHOPPING!
I NNED TO GO SHOPING!
SOMEONE BRING ME SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
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YO! haha.. I'm kinda high i guess.. BUAHAHAHA. lets talk bout yesterday! i woke up at 7.30[it is a crime to wake up that early] washed up, ate breakfast and my mommy brought me to school for cca. had to clean a cockroach infested toilet! yuck! later had to think of dance steps and for? like how the hell i know. later in the hall Marcus pants ripped! ahahahaha! the whole drama club was like laughing our heads off.


today!
woke up at 9+ and did MLG.. hey! I'm a good girl!=) later practice piano and had piano at 4. later went over to my neighbours house and talk! and watch TV. now I'm like on the comp blogging and my sister took my phone and play! i hope she don't destroy it further.if she dare i make her buy me a new one. she don't have money? make her take it out from her bank account. she cannot? make her rob the bank. EASY. i have been listening to thsi song and it is like damn nice it is called: HOWCAN I KEEP FROM SINGING? by chris tomlin. oh my gosh he rocks!
i miss the geeks in trend like hell! i want to go out with them! ahahaha and watch a movie! ahahahaha.

Everything I plan for, look forward to, must you destroy it? must you ruin it? i had enough of it. I seriously had. why? why must you do this kinda thing to me? you know what? you are selfish, self centered, incorrigible, attitude problem, good for nothing BRAT! and all the time you would be sorry, sorry. i tolerated you for the longest time. do you understand anything? BITCH. eat shit. must i always give in to you? MUST I?! do you even have respect for me as your elder sister? do you? you always have it your way. what bout me? do you even think about how i feel? well i bet all the question i asked, your answer is no. CORRECT? and you may think i want to play your girly polly dolls or your stupid my little pony. but i don't. so back off!

THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY FREAKIN' BRATTY SISTER, SAMANTHA CHIN LI TING.

I feel sooooooooo damn upset because of her. she may think i'm happy wanting to play with her. but deep deep down in me, it feel like i'm held captive in her room. unable to move freely. unable to have something i long for and that very thing is freedom. yes freedom. i'm locked up in this place my sister calls her bedroom. but to me it feels like a terrible place called jail. this is so self pity, but i have been keeping all this bottled up in my mind. until today i can't take it. not any more. i'm trying sooo soooooo hard to be a good sister to her. but she makes it soo difficult. like a new obstacles ahead of me.. sometimes i feel like giving up. but God keep giving me the strenght to over come this. i hope and pray that she will not be like that. I'm crying so badly Lord. please help cos i know you would.

DREAM ON ISABELLE, THIS IS A FANTASY THAT WILL NEVER COME TRUE.
That was so DRAMATIC. lets talk bout how my days gone by.
YESTERDAY

YO! lets rewind back to SUNDAY..
Sunday=)
I was moody and didn't really wanted to go church cos i went to church on Saturday. well, i forgot why i was moody.. told my mom that i didn't want to go but i the end i went. had a blast during worship. i think it was an hour of it.. well i can't stop singing God's praises! stoned when senior pastor preached..
later had a wonderful surprise from my parents! THEY FINALLY BROUGHT ME AND MY SISTER TO WATCH HSM3!
well the show is nice but it has no story-line at all.. kinda weird cos i didn't know what it was all about. came home and washed the car withe my DADDY=) i rather wash the car then go swimming down stairs my condo.. cos i go there almost every week when i was in primary school.. and now it is BORING..
Monday=)
nothing much just stoned to death at home..== and my mom force me to do MLG.. which was a total bore.. other then that i watched TV..=)
TODAY!
same thing.. had to do MLG again.. you should see whats assignment they give..== later went to Chinese tuition.. and later met mom at hougang mall. went over to sam's school and picked her up. and because she won some stupid award she kept showing off.. like wth. i mean so what if she won some bloody award as if she got outstanding award.. then she tell the teacher that i'm going for the prize presentation.. what's her problem man? i told her i made plans already. then she show me attitude.. like what the hell does she want me to do bout it? tell parmish that i can't go when i already promise her that i'll go to the library with her.. i can't just back out! OH GOD TEACH ME WHAT TO DO!!!!!

woohoos! I'm going to church later!

HELLO=)

i feel mean today.

so.. to ********, you can eat shit! you don't like my good friend right? you think she like you arh? would you back the hell off. you can hang with anyone you want but you don't disturb my friends ok? you very irritating leh! one time also not enough. you want to learn how to make friends right? first stop trying to "BUY" friends. ever heard the phrase: money can't buy friends? you think everyone likes you but opps you thought wrong..
ok today parmish, jacey and I went to bishan ilbrary! but first we ate pasta mania at J8.well the food not that nice.. then we headed to the library.. and I found a horror book and went to make fun of the "SCARY" pictures.. PUH-LEASE it is not scary at all lor.. haha if anyone screamed at it.. THEY ARE GAY! I REPEAT THEY ARE GAY!
G-A-Y..
AHAHAHA!
later left the library and headed to J8 again and bought justina a RIPPLES FLIP-FLOP.. ahahahaha!
and went HOME! i really hate ******** and her friends.. who do they think they are the fashion disasters? the all things unfashionable? the act-cute group? DON'T KNOW DON'T CARE.. like as if i want to know.
BUAHAHA!=)

HELLOOOOOOOOO=)
okay that was lame to the extreme.. LOL
later will be heading over to minwei's house.. which is practically the other part of Singapore.. anyway i will be there doing " HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENT"... BUAHAHAHA!.. still have not told my daddy that I'll be going over to her house.. but i did tell my mom and she was okay with it.. YAY! *claps
just heard that timothy law.. wants to join campus superstar.. like as if he can sing.. i bet he still have not open his mouth to sing, the judges say NEXT! buahahaha.. i'm mean but i like it.. hehe=)
i was readingg a book and it said this.. it is about hope.. damn nice..=)

" Our hope in God pulls us into the future. Hope allows us to stand affirm the reality of abundant life that is ours in christ. Hope allows us to stand with those in pain and to hold them until they are able to feel the love of God for themselves again. Hope allows us to works to bring God's reign upon the earth even when we see no results. Our hope begins and ends in God, the source of all hope."

nice right? haha..
I MISS ALL OF MY DARLINGS!=)
-MINWEI( a retard who has a mouse as a boyfriend )[BUAHAHAHA]
-JACEY( evil partner )
-JOLYN( evil partner in training)[ soon evil partners will come after you]
-PARMISH( retard of all retards)[not]{jkjk}
-MICHELLE( my client )[ beware she seduces people ]

BOOM BANG BABY!..
awkward.. yet radical.. woohoos=)
i realised something, stupid question comes from stupid people.. for example D&T holiday H/W.. they ask this stupid question..

Q:What problem do you encounter when queuing/lining up to buy food?

A:None. The food isn't that nice too. No point LINING UP FOR THAT.
the food is already yucky and inedible.. whats the point for lining up??
correct??

OH MY GOSH
OH MY GOSH
OH MY GOSH
OH MY GOSH
OH MY GOSH!!!!
i can use the computer already..
haha! making a mole hill into a mountain. ok my week has been really miserable. unable to touch the computer. & I have no choice but to live with it. but now i can. woohoos=] and not only that i can go church camp! oh my gosh.. I thought it will never ever happen. but it did. and i have to praise and thank the Lord. hope maybe i can go out with my friends. hehe..

have to go now. bye=)