Gosh, I don't know where to start. everything seems like a dream. But face it, it is reality. I feel so tired, physically and emotionally. My Grandpa, was the best Grandpa I ever had. He just left like that.

After science test left school. went home, washed up, ate lunch and waited for the private cab to pick my mom, sam and I. On the way to Malaysia, the ride was cold. It was raining and the damn air con kept blowing against my face. when we reached my grandma's place, we met our dad there. I was too late, my grandpa was already in the church, i didn't even get to touch him. He means alot to me. I miss him. I went my grandpa back! after checking into the hotel, we went to saving grace presbyterian church. there, my grandpa laid in the coffin. my cousin, kaixuan, was brought up by my grandparents. It was such a major blow to him. I guess he can't take it.

The next day, we went to a place to burn him. I cried so much my eyes went sore. He just left like that.

Bye, i'll miss you.